Monday, December 21, 2009

The after spm post

wheee!! spm's over (for like weeks)
great right?

well kinda

but it wasn't what i expected it to be
sure the going out everyday is great
the parties
the freedom

but somehow it doesn't taste as sweet as what i thought it would be like

it thought it'll be sugar
turned out to be more like artificial sweetener

and i was gaming so much during spm, i actually got bored of gaming before i even finished
now i'm bored to death at home with nothing to do

and i actually kinda miss school
unbelievable right?
but you must know, my school life is very different from "normal" school life

for 1, i never did any homework
i only went for like 60% of my classes
i slept for 20% of them
and the rest i spent well, doing nothing
i do miss school
which i guess it's kinda weird
but that's just me right?

for a while, after spm finished
i felt like i had no more direction in life.
no more purpose.
i asked myself, what now?
but i got no reply

well, g2 fixed that problem. haha

g2,g2,g2's on fire

oh and christmas is around the corner (wheee!)

Feliz Navidad
Prospero Año y Felicidad.

arguably the best christmas song. haha

oh yeah, i'm doing A-Levels in sunway college next year for those of you who want's to know
freaking ns just had to choose me for first batch

which got me thinking?
would you miss me if i went for ns?
and by you i mean YOU

which really got me thinking even more
what if i kinda died in ns?
like some dumb idiot pointed his gun at me
and asked me to check if the gun's working
BAM!!
i'm dead.
would news of me dying in ns even affect you?
or will you just say, oh that's sam
i knew him before.
and then just continue doing whatever you were doing

i know it sounds kinda emo
but i was just wondering
you know, curiosity

anyway, to escape being another ns casualty i'll be going college in Jan to (hopefully) escape
and to remove the emo-ness I'll end with some oasis


as he faced the sun he cast no shadow
and i want you to know i got my mind made up now
so i'll start a revolution from my bed
and after all, you're my wonderwall
in your head, do you feel what your not supposed to feel
you and I are gonna live forever
with a champagne supernova in the sky

=)
peace out.

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